i was not thinking
obviusly...
for if i was to think-i wouldn't have left the door to my heart- so open
I was not thinking,i was trusting.
trusting myself to be able to handle what ever it is that wants to enter
A door was left open-and you walked in
you brought Joy with music, freedom with your wild eyes,you brought movment to my stillness
and peace to my search
I was happy
I needed nothing
I had it all
You were my sun and light
My moon and stars
My breakfast , lunch and dinner
i knew it will change
never end
for the love and trust was there for good
so we said-so we still mean.
Yet i feel the cold wind and the foggy sky
it's to early and
i find: clouds and dark nights
I miss my happiness the way it felt with you
the door to my heart -feels fine
but it is the joy that is lacking
I miss it so
I should know what to do-for i am the sun as you say
i should be able to shine and rise and worm myself as others
turned out you were my sun-love
