heart beat

it's the heart who is telling me-don't stop

feel it all

let it in

it is this heart-that beats threw out our life's

who needs to be in charge

i don't want to fight it

i can't ignore it

and i want to open it

this heart of mine is so carful

he knows so many things

and yet-saves them to himself

i need to quit every thing around him to hear his voice

for now again he is missing something

he wants to love and hug

i remind him-to embrace life and not love alone

love is life

and life is only about love

what else is there?

shy heart

don't be so suspicious of every thing

as if you can keep me safe

life isn't a safe place

your not my mother just go out there and live

so it's my heart who is telling me not to stop...

so i go on....

A request from myself:

Love me.

Love meeee...

Ok, just don't hate me.

I can't take the hate

I hate the hate

No strong feelings please.

Just be Ok.

Be Ok-being me

Be Ok with me-being me

As i am

As i am-is Ok!

Even though-i don't like being me at moments,at times

It's so annoying and out of control

But don't hate me for being me.

And if you can- love me on top of not liking me right now

Just when i can't take it any more

The moment i want to give up

just be OK

OK-and stay

Don't give up on me

Please...

stay.

be my friend.

LOVE SONG TO SHAYAN

I love to love

let me love you

I love to eat-can i have you?

I need to hug-let me squeeze you

I want a bite-let me bite you

don't run away-stay

don't say- no,or look away when my eyes smile to you

and even though you are not even 2 years old

please let me love you

and love me back-for a sec

with a smile

with a word

with a BYE BYE...EYFO ATA?

shayan

fall into my sadness

I don't want to fall into my sadness

it's a pool of water

it seems like friendly water

clear and fresh

but once falling into them i loos my sense of direction

I fall into my sadness

I am the pool ,i am the Crystal clear water

I am sadness

so-i don't want to fall

fall into my sadness

it's to much

it's 2 sad.