i don't wanna feel alone

I don't ever wanna feel alone

especially when your around

I just can't feel so alone-when your around and close

I rather be locket in a small white room,knowing I AM alone

then stand here besides you-feeling as if ,i am already in that room

say-

Can't you read my mind?

i hate living here inside

can't you break into my wall?

can't you make it all -ok?

I can't take this feeling of soloist

when we are together

i want to shove a pillow in your mouth

when you snore happily at night,and i am awake so bright....

as if there is allot of light.

I want you to hug me tithe

and kiss me good night

and hold my hand when you don't understand

and tell me-"your not alone"

and" we will be all right"

"you're my sweet dreams ,and i miss you at night

when my eyes are closet and i know yours are not"

Because i never wanna feel so alone as i did

when i shared my life with another

it scared me ,i admit.-and today my heart holds it against me

so i calm by saying: I never wanna be so alone as i was when we were together.

[Don't worry Eylon,you won't.]