direction for love.

i guess with me,it's always been about directions

no-not this way... this way....

love me more, love me less, love me different....

not the way-you want to love.

but the way i need to be loved.

the way i understand love.

and if you can't ill push you to the end ,maybe you can?

then you will crack-and when almost broken i will understand

you can't love me the way i want you 2.

now-you can go.

ill cry.

i wonder after trying this for many years.

it would be very nice

to learn to accept the variety of emotions handed to me

different colors and vibrations...

it's true they might not be enough for me.

but just enjoy what is givin,with out it make me feel how much i miss.

or -

should i just recognize the hole it creates in me, and move on as fast as possible?or just stay and learn to accept the beauty of your shades of love?

because i usually need more.what ever it might be. more freedom, more connection

more intensity,more ...